Have you ever wonder where people goes when they're "sleeping"? I couldn't help but to allow these pathetic question ponder in my head. My grandpa passed away recently and am upset... I doubted grandpa's death because he "sleeps" so suddenly! I remember meeting him two weeks ago before he fell into a really deep sleep!!! It's not fair...
Actually I am happy that grandpa finally "sleeps" because I couldn't bear to see him suffer, the pain that causes him to cringe all the time. He hardly feels happy too as his children are constantly arguing and quarreling... How could they do this to grandpa when he is already so sick?
Can anyone educate me on the reasons of all these mean and horrible happening? I mean it's they're father, so why are they arguing? Shouldn't they pay more time and attention to grandpa? I saw grandpa shed tears when he overheard his children argument. It's really heart aching!
After grandpa's departure from homosapiens world, mother is emtremely upset. For the first time in my life, I saw regrets in mother's eyes. I couldn't help but to feel sorry for her. I knew from the very beginning that mother actually do love grandpa, it's grandpa who doesn't love her as much as she does. Grandpa is bias most of the time and I am not angry of him for doing that.
Why bother remembering all those upsetting memories when he is no longer here to correct his mistakes? The few regrets that i bear now are not giving him the best and to treat him better although he don't love me as much as he does for the rest of my cousins. Hmmm....
Brother and me are really upset and we both grief for the lost. I just hope the rest of the family would learn to appreciate grandpa's love and affection towards them because brother and me do not have any of those... They've taken things for granted which somehow trigger my anger a lil. Hmm...
The question asked is still not answered and I believe nobody could give answer that... I prayed everyday hoping that I would not encounter such happening again as it's too painful for me, and partly I don't wish to see any of my loved ones suffer from such pain...
Misery... Regrets... Pain... They haunt only after you've lost someone you loved... So never ever take those around you for granted...
