Saturday, September 17, 2011

Sometimes I hope....

Hope - In every point of my life, I often have plenty of hopes & wishes... Sometimes I would even have ridiculous ones... But to think about it again, what does it mean? We have been repeating it numerously & does it ever been answered? Curious~

Me - I am very much fond of hope & yet I am unsure if it has ever been answered. Sometimes it came, I guess... You see, during my weakest point in life, which it occur quite frequently, I have plenty of hope(s). 

I hope I could have a shoulder to lean on...
I hope I am able to run away from here
I hope when I wake up, everything is just a dream
I hope I can solve this problem(s)
I hope I can just be....invisible
I hope...

Yet - Yet I am still here, shouldering all the same burden, same issues, same problems, same ignorant, same old life...  People often told me that what I have today was build by my very own hands...Sometimes I agreed, sometimes I don't. Sometimes, I just don't believe it... But come to think again, it is true... Every path we'd taken were path that chosen by us...

Then & There - I hope I could change my destiny, my fate, my life... I am not upset but I seriously dislike the condition I am living in... I am hoping to have a normal life, with a blissful family, with a satisfactory working environment & colleagues, in a normal yet beautiful place...


Can I Have it?
Ngeline