B-O-R-I-N-G!!!

Boredom - I am sick of my "jobless" days at work! Since the swapping of portfolios, I had none to do~ Darn! All this is driving me insane!!! I mean I still have some petty things to do from time to time (and most of those things can be completed within minutes) but mostly nothing~ Sigh~

At Work - During the entire working hours, I'd been walking around, disturbing designers, looking and "busybody-ing" around... I am "jobless" to the extend I am able to copy movie dramas daily from my designers~ 

Events & Tournaments - There are estimation of 15 events & tournaments until the month of July but mostly still pending for confirmation. However, it is weird tho that I have many events to get prepared of but yet I have nothing to do...

Be It - Well, since I'd been working really hard on my precious portfolio, I will take this as a break. I believe that everything that happened, happens for a reason.

Ngeline

The torture of waiting...

How long must I wait? Or how much longer must I wait?

Please do not torture me like this anymore... 

Ngeline

Heart-Ache

Why does the heart ache whenever we feel sad or upset? Why does the heart feels uncomfortable when we hears unpleasant news? I really hated all sort of these feelings but somehow I cannot be excused. Why?

Today Jack walked me back (okay, he sort of heading towards the same direction) and I was quite excited. We was walking side by side heading back to our dorm whilst chatting. He was telling me that he will be leaving soon where his last working day would be April 26th. Then and there, I can sense the excitement and happiness he felt... But I was devastated.

This is sickening of me to feel upset over this! I have to stop feeling like this or else I am going insane~ 

Ngeline