I like gifts!!!

Happy - I am excited today when Hui Ying, Brenda, & me had a catch-up session with Alice. Tho we are working under the same roof, we seldom had the chance to meet what more catch-up session. Then and there we was talking about her Korea trip. It is very exciting to hear vacations stories : ) I was happy, as if I were the one who went Korea!!!

Gifts - Anyhow, she bought us souvenirs and Hui Ying was overwhelmed by that!!! She started smiling from ear to ear & mumbling that it was Christmas season. LOL! So there was mask, ginseng candy, & a nail clipper for us originally from Korea!!! Yay!

More - Well, it wasn't Alice alone that is giving out souvenirs, Brenda did too! On her previous leave, she went Singapore with her family. She showed us videos and pictures of her vacation in Singapore and boy! that place is fascinating! Even Resorts World Sentosa looked awesome!

 

More Gifts - Yippie! Once again I have souvenir to collect. Brenda bought us pouch (more like a shilling pouch but I like it anyway~ ) At the outer part of the pouch, each and everyone's were different. Mine stated "I Want A Pay Rise" while some other was written "Money is not the problem but no money is a problem", "Hard Earned Money", and etc...

Ah.....

Ngeline

B-O-R-I-N-G!!!

Boredom - I am sick of my "jobless" days at work! Since the swapping of portfolios, I had none to do~ Darn! All this is driving me insane!!! I mean I still have some petty things to do from time to time (and most of those things can be completed within minutes) but mostly nothing~ Sigh~

At Work - During the entire working hours, I'd been walking around, disturbing designers, looking and "busybody-ing" around... I am "jobless" to the extend I am able to copy movie dramas daily from my designers~ 

Events & Tournaments - There are estimation of 15 events & tournaments until the month of July but mostly still pending for confirmation. However, it is weird tho that I have many events to get prepared of but yet I have nothing to do...

Be It - Well, since I'd been working really hard on my precious portfolio, I will take this as a break. I believe that everything that happened, happens for a reason.

Ngeline

The torture of waiting...

How long must I wait? Or how much longer must I wait?

Please do not torture me like this anymore... 

Ngeline

Heart-Ache

Why does the heart ache whenever we feel sad or upset? Why does the heart feels uncomfortable when we hears unpleasant news? I really hated all sort of these feelings but somehow I cannot be excused. Why?

Today Jack walked me back (okay, he sort of heading towards the same direction) and I was quite excited. We was walking side by side heading back to our dorm whilst chatting. He was telling me that he will be leaving soon where his last working day would be April 26th. Then and there, I can sense the excitement and happiness he felt... But I was devastated.

This is sickening of me to feel upset over this! I have to stop feeling like this or else I am going insane~ 

Ngeline

Trip to Shopping-vaganza!!!

I am HAPPY! 

1. Have lunch with Tien at The Street (Sakae Sushi). She belanja!!!

2. Met Tien's colleague, Alice, another person to add into my friend list. Plus she is from  

    Malacca.

3. Bought perfume (Juliet - from Japan) which the scent is similar to De Morgan (with 

    cheaper price).

4. My ATM troubles all gone.

5. Tien bought a box of Big Apple for me and gang.

6. I do not need to work for a day!!!

La...la...la...

N-geL

The End of February

I am not pleased at all though it is the last day of February... I am the biggest fan of all month-end but not today. Okay I am upset with my wages (I should have more than the amount I got!) & I am not able to have the shop-till-you-drop kinda event anymore!!! Sick!!! The management are sucking up all the CNY payments as well as the double-pay payments. Darn!

That is the grand opening of devastation. Here comes number two; pathetic colleague a.k.a friend. Her name's self-pity. She thinks the world owes her & she thinks that she's the only,one person that are very unfortunate. Shame on her to have those thoughts! Shame on her... I have to admit that I am very sensitive towards her words and actions due to the closeness and bonds that we had. She, a foolish girl, chooses to take everyone's love & kindness for granted. It will never be enough for her.

I on the other hand chose to walk out of her (nah... I am still considering). It is very frustrating to have miserable friend whom share nothing but misery. I had given her uncountable chances to be grateful & happy yet she pushed everyone away... I am sick and loathe of her attitude! Darn! I am no Mother Teressa & I am no Gandhi. I have tolerance limits & I guessed she did not realize that, yet. She is driving me nuts with her foolish yet pathetic comments which drowns my happy moments... She is such a misery...

The last but not least occurrence that causes unhappy events was the announcement of portfolio rotations. It will be effective from 31 March onwards (and I really hope those days will not come).  Sigh¬ Nothing stays permanently, right? 

Happy Days. Come... Come...

N-geL

Something to Yap About...

A brand new year means a new journey to step unto... What happened in the past are not meant to bring forward, lets bid goodbye... It is easy to talk but never easy to walk the talk... Sigh...

It has been a long time since I last confide. I never really have the time to do so, do I? I have to admit I changed a lot. I felt older, very much older. Maybe it is because I buried myself too much into my work and nothing on life. Gosh, I need a break!

Anyhow, there are many joy and happening events to yap about! i.e. marriage, new born, love, you name it!!! Okay, one thing at a time! 

My brother got married last summer, my birthday eve, & now I have nephew Nathan! Okay, I hate this little guy as he made my life miserable! He enjoys torturing me with his non-stop cry, his fussiness, screams, & worst - his smelly pampers! Lol! But I do miss him though when I am off to work. 

Then recently, my cousin sister got married! Good new huh! And baby Jack (my another cousin's son) is going to have his 1 year old birthday soon! Not only that, there are more birthday celebrations coming! Not to forget the Chinese celebration, New Year means plenty of red packets... Muahahahahahahaha...

However with so many happiness and celebrations, I am leading a boring life. Other than work and family, I have nothing else! Gosh! Something has to be done! Currently there is no motivation and enthusiasm in me... What should I do, huh? 

Oh wait! I remember having this adrenaline rush when I spoke to a guy from website dept. His voice was superb! He got this macho, soft yet very firm voice that cause my heart skip a beat. I was unable to speak properly! Hmmm... He made my day...

I know this sounds crazy but it is okay... I enjoyed this pathetic moment LOL! 

Yap...yap...yap...

N-geL